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i threw this account away a long time ago but no one needs to see a r4p!st on my account so anything related to that piece of shit has been deleted uwu

╰─▸ ❝ @/you 
          
          
          
          we all have shit days every now and then. all of us. no matter how perfect we aspire to be, and no matter how many things we promised ourselves we would do, sometimes all the things we wanted to achieve just can’t happen in one day and that is perfectly okay. that’s called being realistic. so your day was shit, well pick yourself right back up — chances are you achieved more than you thing you did and you’re just being hard on yourself. am I right? I think I am. today was a bit of a fail. oh well. tomorrow is a new day. get that chin up. your mindset is your most under-valued asset.

hi guys its alicia here
          and I miss this account
          so much :((

im going to break and it'll take really long to get myself back together i cant fucking believe this anymore, first it was hanbin, then hwall, then woojin, and now fucking wonho too- im done, im so done with all of this already

the fact that hyunjoon left not that long ago doesnt help my mental state in any way eitherr, i might consider leaving the community as a whole :(

so i came back to say a few things because no kidding i still love stray kids with all my heart but woojin leaving really shocked me to the point i broke down a little at school and i really cant accept this yet. i wasnt too active as a stay and was starting to get into a new fandom but now i just feel really bad for not being there and cheering stray kids on as 9 when i had the chance.
          
          i hope woojin takes good care of himself and hopefully leaving was for the best. myhandsareliterallyshakingrightnowimsorry- i really hope we get to see stray kids' teddy bear again someday. Thank You Kim Woojin <3

Mind to follow back? 

Thank you for visiting cinnamochis' cafe we hope to see you again someday! 
          
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          Wattpad is a place I don't think I can really go on without but even so I've been thinking about not coming back at all, not moving accounts, just completely disappearing, but I'll think about that later so forget that. 
          
          Recently I've been kinda, uh dead, on here and I've kinda missed some of my close friends, I've seen some leave, I've seen some move accounts, I've seen some go on hiatuses, even some who are still really active up to now. Everyone who reads my books or applied for my shitty applyfics that never went anywhere will always be remembered and even if you didn't then its fine too because y'all put up with my random message board notes all the time and I'm surprised most you haven't unfollowed yet because it was getting pretty bad haha. 
          
          Anyways, it's about time I leave this account, the account that went from taehyungscrystal to JEONGINSTHETIC- to lcvejeongin to cinnamochis, wow that was a rather large turn of events uh- anyways I'll be leaving this account like this now so that in the case anyone ever needs something then they can come visit, but for now it's time I leave this account, maybe this whole app, I don't know yet. 
          
          But thank you guys for being here with me ♡
          
          ~ Alicia

I suck at sappy speeches but here goes nothing, 
          
          So two years ago I joined this site, I've had so many things happen throughout those two years and I'm never going to forget that. I met lots of ncie people, lots of annoying people (it's none of you all though, most of them are long gone), had a few sips of drama here and there and that's what made the last two years rather important to me. Never did I actually think that I'd end up writing somewhere (credits go to my two girls who pushed me into publishing the bts book that we do not speak of) and even more, actually having people read them. Like that's pretty unimaginable even until now. 
          
          I've met a lot of nice people on here, some I consider my family on this app. Lots of us have been through quite a lot (prime example being the sheri fanclub incident) and I guess that just kinda brought a lot of us together. Several dramatic (and rather traumatic) experiences that I've faced on here have taught me a lot. 
          
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