Wesley

wait- i lowkey love how our username is almost the same and how u share my love for musical theatre, judging from your fanfics here! *o*

i’m experimenting with my name. please leave some suggestion if you’d like to. or leave a million suggestions. i’m going for more gender neutral or slightly masculine names. thanks! much love !!

hey, so i just got back from camp. i’m going to try and update before i leave again. love you guys!!! 
          
          Wesley 

just so all of you guys following the DEH book..... i know it’s been a while since i last updated. i had to take some personal time, and with it being summer, it’s been a little bit more difficult. i’ve been at camp and i’ll be back at camp on sunday. i do have a chapter in progress so i’m hoping to finish that before i leave. hope you guys are doing well. love ya lots!!
          
          wes 

hey guys. i wanted to let you
          guys know that i am in fact okay. i recently relapsed and i’ve been dealing with a lot of dysphoria and stress due to final exams and things. hope you guys are doing well. stay in this, you’re strong. 

Who here actually gives two shits about my existence? Or who has any questions about my existence?

I feel like shit since I can’t talk to people about really stupid things. Like the fact that I have really bad dysphoria right now and the only thing I want is for someone who matters (cough like my love bud) but who cares about my social anxiety and life problems. 

Well, again. I guess I really don’t matter since no one bothers to even notice me. Guess I should find something else to do with my life. Sorry you guys. I’m just not worth it. 

Well, I don’t seem to matter anymore. So imma just stop writing. And leave everyone on the edge. Cause nothing I do is right. And I suck. And I’m not good enough for anything. Thanks guys. 

While few tears leave my eyes, and overwhelming fears and memories cloud my mind, the moments you are there shine through and push away the grey and fear.