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Hi lovely humans!! It’s been over a year since I’ve written here, and I’m finally back to start again. It has been a rough year with my transition to college and working on my mental health, but I’m looking forward to having another creative outlet that I can share with you all! I’ve missed all of you beautiful humans, and please don’t be shy to drop any requests for my one-shot book or a new story entirely! I will be working on a new chapter for my Cordelia book (Forever Yours) tonight so please check that out if you’d like!
          All my love,
          L ❤️ 

Hi my lovelies! I’ve missed you all! How are you doing?? I’m sorry I haven’t been writing at all, I’ve been in a pretty rough place mentally and school being over is making that worse so my motivation is tanked. I’m proud of all of you for waking up today even if that’s the only thing you did. Simply being is more than enough to be proud of. I love you <3 message me if you need anything at all :)

I’m happy with who I am, but I miss who I used to be, ya know? How are my lovelies doing?

Do y’all ever sit back and realized just how gay you are? Like dang, I need to calm tf down lol
          
          Anywayssss, how are my lovelies doing today?

Hello my lovelies,
          I just wanted to say I love you, and I hope you’re all doing alright. I’m so so proud of each and every one of you. You deserve all the love in the world, and I know it’s hard, but everything’s going to work itself out in the end. Be you, my lovelies; I’m always happy to chat <3
          All my love,
          - L

This is going to be sad so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE SAD
          
          
          
          
          I just realized that this is my first Christmas since I was four or five without my dog, and it broke my heart… I was not ready for that. She was my best friend and my baby, and I miss her more than anything. It’s been almost eight months since we had to put her down, and all I want is to pet her one more time and tell her how much I love her because I was too scared to do it the day of…

Hello my lovelies,
          
          I’m just going to be honest with you all, I’m exhausted. And not the kind of exhausted that’s fixed with a nap or a good night’s sleep. I was planning to finish and publish a one-shot that I’ve been working on for months now, but I really just can’t. I apologize for being so inactive with my writing, but I really appreciate all of the reads and comments. Hopefully I’ll be able to be back to writing soon. I love you all dearly, thank you for all of your kindness. 
          
          Talk soon,
          
          L <3

Hey, loves. Y’all can ignore this, I just needed a moment to word vomit and let it all out somewhere where I wasn’t bothering anyone.
          
          I’m exhausted. All day. And I have been for a few days now, but I can’t sleep. I so badly want to curl up in bed and sleep for like a week, but I can’t. Now I have school on top of it and more stress from sports and trying find a new therapist and still having to communicate what’s going on to the people around me because they want to help but I don’t know how to let them.
          
          I feel like I annoy people every time I text them, and I’m terrified that I’ll drive them away because I don’t want to be alone. I can’t be alone. 
          
          I hate feeling like this, and I can’t wait until the headaches are gone and I can finally feel like me again. That’s all I want… to feel like me
          
          Okay, I’m done… sorry for being so MIA but I honestly don’t know when I’ll be able to write again. Please forgive me.
          
          - L

Okay so this is completely unrelated to anything, but I need to know if anyone else has this. Do y’all ever have period cramps so bad that they radiate down your legs or in your lower back? Because that’s happening right now, and I have never been in so much pain…

Hey, my lovelies! I know it’s been a bit since I’ve updated anything, and I apologize for that. I’ve been going through a bit of a rough patch with my mental health recently, and my schedule is beginning to fill up with more and more things as the school season approaches. It’s been hard trying to find the time and motivation to write recently, but I’m doing my best. Thank you all for your patience <3 You are so so loved and appreciated!