clairebeartv

I would like to formally announce that I have gotten teardrops on my guitared by a guy named drew… also I forgot to mention that I came out as bi earlier this month and my family supports me!! :) I hope everyone is doing well xx 

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MY LOVES HAVE A GREAT DAY ILY

Ummm so I have a dilemma and really need advice. So the boy I like knows I like him but likes someone else. I don’t know what to do because I have a lot of classes with him and it’s gonna be awkward. He’s the type of person to be arrogant and act like he has something over me since I like him and he doesn’t like me back, and I have too much pride for this so wtf do I do. Like I don’t want to be desperate, I have too much pride to give him the satisfaction of him knowing I like him and him not liking me back. I don’t want people to know because that’s embarrassing, he’s really popular and a lot of girls like him and I don’t want to be one of his little fan girls but the problem is that I really like him unfortunately 

So apparently two boys in a lot of my classes have crushes on me… so I can pull guys that I don’t like but I can’t pull hot girls which is what I actually want?

So like I can’t tell anyone else this since I’m not out yet so I’m telling you guys. So I have had a crush on my coach the entire season which we are going to ignore the fact that I’m 14 and she’s in her early 20s. Anyways it was our last game today and I gave her a thank you card and a gift card, and she really thanked me for it so I’m happy. I also got a picture with her which I’m so excited about AND I HUGGED HER XKDKDKDKFKF!!!! AND I ALSO SHOWED PERSONALITY FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE AND ACTUALLY TALKED TO HER. And after I got my buzzer beater she smiled at me and like I can’t describe it but it was such a nice smile, like she was so proud of me. Like what do I do now? I just had the time of my life with my hot coach like what do I do I can’t just go on with my life now lmao

GUYS IM ALIVE I HAVE A LIFE UPDATE!! Ok so my basketball season ended today and we are UNDEFEATED and we blew the team out that we played today. Anyway I played super well and I had a BUZZER BEATER IM SO PROUD! 

Does anyone watch college basketball, specifically Syracuse basketball? Anyways no one probably cares but I went to a game on Monday and I had a seat behind their bench. I got a picture with Jesse Edwards (he’s one of the players and he’s really good and also very tall) AND I high fived all of them. I high fived two of my favorites multiple times. Like what do I do with my life now? Like I literally love them and I literally saw them in person and got to high five them. Like I think they are all hot and have an obsession with them so like wtf do I do-

It’s currently 1:35 am and I’m just sitting in bed eating waffles while listening to sign of the times what has my life turned into-

I’m not a bengals fan but I was really hoping they would win the super bowl. And the bengals quarterback Joe Burrow is really hot too, so I really hoped he would win. I saw that Niall was there, but I think he was rooting for the rams which is absolutely unacceptable 

My friend pushed me into a wall today. I kind of liked it ngl, damn. Maybe I should stop reading Wattpad and go to bed since it’s 2:30 am lol. This is very random already so I’m just gonna say that yesterday I had a science test so let’s hope I didn’t fail