remember how nina promised to take matthias home? and how he said he was already home? and how nina literally felt his heart stop beneath her hands? and how she heard life leave him?
the he was dreaming of her parallel was actually so evil of leigh bc wdym matthias spent a year in hellgate and still thought of nina often. and wdym in the bad ones he was kissing her?? they deserved so much better
“found you just to tell you that I made it real far” — matthias to his dead parents in a dream had he lived and changed fjerda’s views on grisha with nina