hello I'm posting this here since I don't think you're active na sa wp (mababawasan yung hiya jahaha)
its been months but I'm still here. Hindi ako maka-usad. I told you naman diba, I'll be here always. I choose not to move on kasi yung sakit lang yung naaalala ko abt you. it's the only thing I have left of you, and I don't wanna let go if that.
Did everything felt better when you left? Gumaan po ba?
Do you have plans on coming back? Please do. I figured out where it went wrong and it was my fault. Everything felt less heavy for me and looking back, I wish I accepted every hardships I faced being with you than to feel free and empty like this.
I hope you wouldn't let everything we had just be a chapter kasi for me, it was an entire book. I have loved you too much that you haunt me in my sleep. You haunt me during exams, every women's basketball game, everytime I call someone. you've haunted me in pretty much everything that I do. I've accepted too much of you into me that loving you became my default setting.
If ever you see this, I'm not pressuring you to respond. Just let me.
