AlphataleFanatic
@classicpurplefox Happi New Year :D (and long time no see, I hate school)
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Had the weirdest dream last night. It was about Sans, a shark onesie, and how it turned him evil.
To cut my dream short a Sans variant(don't know which one) put on a black shark onesie and it turned him evil with sharp teeth.
AlphataleFanatic
@classicpurplefox I've lost motivation, yay?. Now my only way of coping is to research about different philosophies, who introduced them to the world and trying to utilize them in my life. Stoicism is one of them :>
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@classicpurplefox Thanks :ᴅ Here's something that might help you, a philosophy called Stoicism. It's all about self regulation...i think. Because I don't have it, and I'm trying to regain my maturity that I lost by fucking over my chess tournaments like an idiot.
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@AlphataleFanatic :( Well hope you find that motivation eventually because that sucks. Also I've been trying to look for mine but... That things gone and it ain't coming back anytime soon sadly. Hope your research goes well! :D
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Wattpad is getting really annoying. Anytime I go to click on a notification I get taken to a coin thing.
No! I do not want your stupid coins! I just want to see something!
Sorry for this rant, just had to get it off my chest.
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@TheYarnWitch It really is, especially when every time you click into something it takes you back to the coins shop. I just had to rant about it because I was fighting it for like 10 minutes T^T
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@clxxdy_sky Oh, sorry. Trying to make a special Halloween chapter for 'A Dumb Tourist' which reminds me, I actually haven't posted the chapters yet o×o
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@classicpurplefox no that’s actual so real! Like I thought I would be getting a story update!
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Pancake or waffles?
Also, do you know why I'm like this? I have a goddamn mental disorder that should've gotten me confined to an asylum. ADHD, I'm an impulsive ahh person with an attention span of 10 minutes. Without the disorder, I might be someone normal, but hey the pros outweigh the cons in my opinion.
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@AlphataleFanatic Yep! Wax! Just like they weren't dressed in black. Back then doctors wore white as it symbolized their status as said doctor and showed they were very rich. The more rich and higher up you were back then the more lighter and expensive clothes you wore. Just like priests wore white back then too.
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@classicpurplefox I don't know what to think about that statement ._. Wax??? The only thing I can think of is honey- wait what's the difference between wax and honey-
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@AlphataleFanatic It's fine. I don't care if you trauma dump or rant about something completely different. Fun Fact: Plague Doctors were saved from the fleas because they dipped their robe's in wax, a lot of wax at that.
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Sorry I haven't been writing lately I'm working on it but I'm not going to lie, work has been kicking my a**. Even on my other platforms I was saying work had been really dragging me down. However, there will be an increase in activity as Halloween is approaching.
Spooky mood for everyone! •ᴗ•
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Just noticed something! Things may have gotten lost due to Wattpad's part, in Hanahaki Disease. Because when I was adding the pitchers it looked like it was all there, however a friend said it was hard to make sense sometimes.
If something doesn't make sense a panel is probably missing. The problem is I can't fix it either, after I posted it on Wattpad I thought I wasn't going to need the pitcher's anymore. So to clear up space I deleted them. Sorry for the inconvenience.
Also Update on the Sanses Request:
It's under progress, I made a lot of work however with it getting so close to starting school I don't know if I can work on it as much. I'm going to be working as a teacher assistant. Sorry about that.
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Hanahaki Disease Chapter 1 is being drawn right now! Well not right now right now. So far I only got the cover for chapter 1 done, but hey! It's something!
Also In case people are wondering, I usually have a 2-4 day cool down so I don't get burn out. However when I get art block or mental health issues then I don't know. Sometimes it lasts a month, weeks, days, or sometimes literal years.
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Just had the worst ptsd flashback I swear.
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@TheYarnWitch Yeah I'm fine, no need to worry. Thought I smelled something burning and went into a frenzy unplugging almost everything. Thanks for asking though, I appreciate the concern.
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Hey guys! I'm back from the dead for the time being. I've had my cool down and now m here! Questions in case people are wondering.
Am I back?
No, I'm not fully back. My mental health has been kinda shit lately and has been on a fast decline. But as of lately it's gotten better to say the least.
Will I still write?
Yes, I will still write. Although I have a very long cool down. This is from a range of things. Stress from my personal life, lack of motivation, the sheer mental toll this takes.
Will I still continue my request book?
Yes, I have the drafts written down and ready to go and everything. I just have to edit, add, subtract, and spell check, before publishing.
What about my art book?
That I don't know actually. I might post I might not, it's iffy.
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@classicpurplefox There's the easy way out. Jk, seriously though I hope you get better, even if it's slow
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@classicpurplefox It dose for real. And my mental health only gets worse when people I look up to quit. But I'm going to try and stay till the end, hopefully