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I want to get rid of everything. I want to keep it all. I hate it all. They're all a piece of me. I dont want my sm. I dont want anything. I want people. I want hope. I want courage. I want strength. I want everything I can never have.

I think about many ways to do it. All the reasons not to do it. All the reasons i want to do it. They don't quite match up. There's more reasons TO than reasons NOT TO. More ideas now than ever before. 

Help):¿ 

Depression isn't funny. It shouldn't be played with. Not for attention. Not as a joke. Not as an insult to another. Depression is a real thing, a real problem. It causes unwanted thoughts and feelings that make the world so much heavier. 
          
          Happiness isn't a joke. It's real as well. Don't mess it up for people. It's a hard thing to achieve. Don't mess with other's happiness. Even if you don't like them. Everyone deserves to be happy at some point. It's important. It should be cared for. Not taken.

Some people just don't deserve to be in your life. You just have to realize that. Don't beat yourself up about it either. You don't need them.

I NEED ADVICE..DM ME YOUR ADVICE ABOUT THIS PLZ!!!!
          
          Do you ever have that one person that you were like best friends with and now you're just friends, but like...you just want them to leave you alone? I'm having this issue rn. This is because she constantly talks about people who she knows I actually don't care for (for certain reasons) and it's getting annoying. She doesn't care how it makes me feel and she never hangs out with me anymore anyway. So I've lost all feeling of care for her. She just annoys me now. And i feel bad but I don't want to be involved with her anymore. Expecially since she's inconsiderate about people's feelings other than her own..help?

Music is fun to write. Singing is fun. I hope to have a musical career someday. Hopefully in tge category of singing. Anyway. Check my last post plz

I can't wait to write another story. This next one im thinking should be either high school themed or kind of more of a personal based-off-my-life book..let me know which you think i should do please?

Maybe i should just start giving up on people just like they give up on me. I try to be the best person i can be. I just can't anymore. Im tired pf getting walked all over. I dont think i can take it anymore. I feel alone. And no one cares.

I'm teying harder now. To be better. I took a week off of all social medias and I'm starting again. I hope i get it this time