MISERY , MISERY IS THE VENOM IN MY VEINS . she used to be known as natalie oulette , a troubled school girl who had always been a burden to her father . KILLIN' ME , KILLIN' ME BUT I DON'T FEEL THE PAIN . after her boyfriend dumped her for being ❝ too depressing ❞ , things took a darker turn for natalie . she ended up self harming , which led to her parents taking her being taken into a mental hospital after a therapist session . RUNNING FROM SOMETHING THAT I CAN'T REALLY EXPLAIN . but something went wrong , and she woke up ... vengeful . she broke out of the asylum , and went on a killing spree , murdering her family and taking out her eye , replacing it with a clock . MISERY , MISERY IS THE VENOM IN MY VEINS .