There has been a time where everyone looked at me with disgust, thinking i was born perfect...so why not destroy 'her' perfection?
And so they did. they destroyed me...made me crestfallen, on the verge of death. But only one thing kept me alive till now...is his love, the warmth - he was never 'enough' for me because of the things he shared or the things HE DID.
It was love and affection, which i never got from anyone "God did a little mistake while creating you...that is he didn't give you a proper functioning brain...everytime i ask you something you look so dumbfounded, which is cute. no doubt!" he said to me, though i couldn't help and bite his ear and have a fist fight with him. This made me smile throughout.
That day i realized...he was that Angel who can't stop flirting with me (laughs)
Its been years now...i guess 4? I'm still the same, with a little change, a little taller and beautiful. But! i still can't look into your eyes and say i love you, because your eyes are so mesmerizing that i'd end up kissing you! omg...why am i like this.
The time when we were on the Tokyo street, it started raining i remember that i made you stand infront of me just because i wanted to kiss you in the rain, but i had no strength, i felt timid. Even right now. i am at loss of words, you did lean closer but i didn't let you do it and ran back laughing. I was dumb, but then after our 'that hoodie' Fight! You stole it. And i was...dumbfounded (i can never change this because i was really slow at reactions back then) I kept blinking, my mind was filled with the thoughts "i hate you. how dare he kissed me." in the end i was thinking how well you did (laughs)
Thanks for this 'first time' experience and...staying beside me till now. i love you for that.
