evelyne

rowans call is so good oml 

where have you beennnnnn

hello my lovelies! i wanted to take a moment to thank each and every one of you for your continued support and love for my books despite my long hiatus. as we are officially in the month of october, halloween (my favourite holiday) is coming up, so i've had a bit of a rebrand. 
          
          i am currently working really hard on rowan's call, and am getting closer and closer everyday to its completion. every moment of this book has been planned out, same as the sequel, its just the actual writing of it that is taking an unfortunate amount of time. i'm so excited for you guys to see the story upon its technical rerelease, my writing has changed so much since i started this book and im so proud of the way it's developed. wesley is my baby and as i have grown and changed throughout these years, as has he. 
          
          i love you all and i'm always here if anyone ever wants to talk, be it about life or my books or other books. i check my account all the time :)
          
          until we meet again

i posted this announcement on my fic, rowan’s call, yesterday, and i’ve decided to put it here to keep everyone in the loop. i have decided to take a step back from writing and releasing stories on wattpad. i ummed and ahhed over this for awhile, pushing myself again and again to just try and write SOMETHING. the result of all this pushing, of almost 4 months of struggle, is less than a thousand words. 
          
          i think eventually the guilt of looking at my books and seeing the times between updates getting longer and longer got to me, and i just don't get any enjoyment anymore. being entirely honest, i don't get any enjoyment from writing anymore. it's started to feel more and more like a chore; spending hours upon hours researching, writing and editing doesn't make me feel like i've accomplished something anymore. because, even though i may have finished and published a chapter, it just meant that there was another chapter i had to get started and finished as soon as i could. 
          
          i may start a compilation series, just for my little short stories and writing exercises, so i can still interact with those that follow me, but i think in terms of actual proper fanfic stories, i'm taking a break. i don't think i'm going to start posting chaptered stories again until i complete the fic, which could take, if i'm being honest, years. or i could shock myself and get it done in months.

kinda thinking about changing my theme, the neutral browns aren’t really me anymore... any suggestions?