ღ

the reason behind corruption is that we are always lost in the stars that blind of comprehension. 

i don’t know how this update works but it’s not like anyone here cares so ignore this 100%
          
          i am on a hiatus from writing at the moment from wattpad. it’s come to the point where i force myself to write and with stress from school, it doesn’t feel right to do so. my personal and mental health has gone done by a lot to the point where i completely neglect it, which is why i’m taking some time off to think and reflect on myself, as well as focus on school and grades.
          
          i hope you didn’t bother to read this but yeah, summary is that i’m taking a break, i don’t know when i’ll be back in the mood to be willing to write, and school makes me want to die.
          
          hope you guys are taking care of yourselves 

life is difficult.
          
          as i sit on this hospital chair, waiting for the news with anxiety.
          
          will you be okay?
          
          life is terrible, especially when you’re left to clean up the mess left behind. 

I’m sorry 

Main akeli nahin hoon, aur tum bhee akeli nahin ho. Wo hum donon ke paas hai hamesha ke liye. Wo humse bhot pyaar karta hai. Aur main bhee bhot pyaar karthin hoon. Hum kabhee akele nahin honge :,) 
          
                                                        - Teri bhen 

I'm just curious, why'd you change your name? And is your real name Melanie?

i talk too much

before i head off to bed i just wanna let out a message real quick.
          
          i got tested for leukemia today. it was the most horrifying wait time i ever faced, and luckily i detected the signs before i got advanced stages of leukemia. 
          
          i do all this for someone i love dearly, he may not be with me today, but i'll meet up with him when i breathe my last breath.
          
          please, guys, check for signs for cancer. protect yourself. if there's anything suspicious go to your doctor please. i was able to save myself from it. please take care of yourself, and don't end up like me losing my life savior because we saw everything too late.
          
          love you guys 
          
          - m

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOTHER MY HEART GOES TO YOU

Hello!