gng 5 months with only 3 entires in my journal… i think im cooked (like no kidding, im trying not to bottle up emotions til it bursts again, but its so fucking hard)
abit of a vent\\
idk if yall know this but its so freaking annoying to deal with an overbearing mother at the end of an exhausting day. and im not talking about those that are just overly worried bout you. im talking about those who are just bringing you down just because they feel like it. i get that im the eldest after my older brother left (thats another story on its own). but that doesnt mean everything should be pushed to me??! like hello, im doing unpaid interning for my learning. im at a preschool for 10 hours a day with only 1 break. im dealing with kids scrwaming, running around and everyt. i dont need another of these at home.
somehow, this app has been quieter than ever for me lol, i miss starting up friends in this community but wattpad had graciously removed private messages which makes it harder to stay in contact with someone T, T
@Minficz yeah!!! but then after that, i’ll be like “oh shoot, what should i address next? what should the next scene be about?” it’s a repetitive situation all over again but im sure ill be satisfied once im done with the fic!
@cloudykenmakpop so truee. You have that feeling at some time ki if you had that power to just imagine the next scene and magically it's written over your screen. How amazing it would be.