cloudypjseong

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cloudypjseong

Dear rains, I’m still alive okay(╥﹏╥)
          I forgot to update y’all on the things I’ve been posting abt here on the board jsksjsk shsjsh sorryyyyyyy
          Anywaysss !!
          I confessed to the guy I was interested in but it didn’t work out, well he was thinking of giving me a chance but I got to know stuff and it gave me the ick so I decided to just let him be. 
          In the end I decided to give a chance to the guy that’s been into me and he’s legit the sweetest ever (╥﹏╥)!! 
          We’re in some sort of talking stage and we’re both just seeing how this will end up 
          So yehhhh hahahah

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Ok abt the last post, I thought it through and uhm- I’m actually more interested to 1 of the two dudes and the problem is that we’re classmates… 
          Now I’m still talking to the guy interested in me but I’m making it clear to him that I’m talking to him as friends…
          Now Idk what to do since we’ll- i like my classmate and he’s a close friend of mine (╥﹏╥)(╥﹏╥)

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Update 2: I went out with the guy interested in me today and he’s a nice guy and he wasn’t mad nor weirded out or awkward. While for the dude I like ugh class was so awkward (╥﹏╥)
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Update: the guy interested in me asked me out but I told him the truth and he’s said he’s okay with being friends, I still feel bad for him but oh well
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Just had the most heart wrenching dream during my nap… I know I haven’t completely moved on from him and never will although I’m a hundred over the fact that there’ll never be an “us”. He’s just so dear to me and will always have a place in my heart. At least in that dream we were the closest friends with not even a bit of awkwardness from me, cuz he was never awkward with me, it was me being too self conscious even now…