cloudy (ia.)

hi everyone! even if you don’t remember me, i just want to do a check in!! 
          
          so what’s new?? last you heard from me, i was about 15, and most of my public stories are from when i was about 13 years old. but guess what! i just graduated high school, now im 17 years old and turning 18 in october!! ^^;
          
          i’m doing better now. not sure if i spoke publicly about it, but i was struggling a lot when i was active on this account. now - i still have bad days, but in comparison, im doing better :)
          
          i wish i could say im still writing, but truthfully, i never regained that spark that i once had. honestly i was going through my works the other day and i cringed into oblivion and nearly deleted all of them, especially after reading an abundance of negative comments LMAO but i remembered the people who said they enjoyed my writing, and i remembered just how young i was when i wrote them
          
          because i was young, wasn’t i? barely a teenager and the only thing i found comfort in was reading and writing. so even if my books are objectively bad, im going to keep them up because even if one person finds comfort or enjoyment in them, that’s enough for me!!
          
          obviously, im still young and im not all-knowing yet LOL but if there’s one thing you should take from this, don’t give up. if there’s something you truly love, don’t let anything get in the way of that. you are capable. you are strong. you are doing great, and you will continue to do great things 
          
          anyways, idk if anyone will read this, but if you are then let me know how you’re doing! i miss you guys. proud of you all, always. and i love you

deleting later but man logging back onto this site to see so many rude comments is kinda disheartening :( i wish people realized that most of my books are from 2019-2020 (maybe some early 2021) and the humour then was quite different from what it is now  also i was 11-13 when i wrote all of my books

this is my official goodbye to this account.
          i’m not sure if anyone will see this but :)
          
          here’s the part where i do some sappy goodbye, i’m not the best with words but bare with me! 
          
          when i first started this account, i had no intention of getting big. i was an 11 year old who just wanted to share my miraculous ladybug and my bnha writing. and then boom! overnight, a book that i had spent like 2 days on got big. from then on, i was excited to write, i was excited to interact with the community, and i was happy. 
          
          flash forward a year later, things start to get hard and i proceed to look at wattpad and say “i’ll open it tomorrow. i’ll write tomorrow.” but of course, we all know what happened with that. 
          
          i eventually lost interest in anime, i haven’t watched one since august of last year and i cant bring myself to watch one at the moment. i’m still very much into mcyt, and it’s taking up my interest. i not only lost my interest in anime, but i lost all motivation to write anything to do with it. 
          
          now i look back at these books and i cringe, i wrote them when i was 11-13 and i have improved tremendously as a writer. 
          
          my books will still be up to read, if you want to translate, create a podfic, read it on youtube or whatever, you have my permission with credit :) 
          
          thank you to those who have been supporting me since the beginning, for those who stuck with me, i love you more than you could know. and i’m sorry to those who are waiting for an update for a book that i’ll never finish. 
          
          whether you knew me as lispy, lauren, or cloudy, thank you for sticking around and i wish you all the best!
          
          with love,
          cloudysmiiles <3

Ur book "last messages" really gave me the creeps that i suddenly remembered all prayers

are you okay now? I really love all your books and can't wait to see more

hi guys!! just wanted to apologize for my unexpected hiatus,, both my physical and mental health have been pretty poor recently :( i’m getting better!
          thank you for the continued support!! i love you <33

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UR THEME WOAHOWHA !!! /pos 

does anyone else have 103912919 missing assignments 

Okay may possibly have found a new favourite writer on here