clownshiit

/  imma change him back to hero now,, villain botan was p cool tho

formlessblade

the feeling of his heart dropping was never one he could get used to . stare set intently on botan , jae could not bear to say anything , the thought that he would not be able to stop talking once he started beginning to rot at the back of his mind . so , he made a note to bite his tongue and keep his phrases short . after graduating from ua , his infrequent run-in's with botan always felt the same . even now -- jae was just a couple of months from being twenty - five and he still couldn't do so much as talk to the person he used to spend so much time with . he could not help but despise that about himself .
          " what if "'s tended to plague his thoughts . what if he had just told the other exactly what it was that he felt towards him , when he planned to do so ? quite a few things would be different . even if the conversation did not end in jae's favor , they would still have some form of knowledge . the air would not be so thick , and perhaps the silvery-haired male would know what to say to him . or , he wouldn't be so uptight about what he said , that is .
          jae had just recently killed his mother . the aftermath was uplifting -- he could feel his spirits rise and his breath get lighter . but this . / this / still hurt . and it was his fault for not doing something about it while the feeling was still fresh . by now , it was an irrelevant topic . it no longer mattered .
          he was never one to dwell on what could have been , but seeing the tall blond tended to kick every possible feeling of nostalgia back into him , like one unrelenting storm of heartache . he hesitated , before mustering up every ounce of courage he had left in him to say something to botan . " it's . . been a while , hasn't it ? " now what the hell would you say that for , you absolute idiot ? of course it has -- it has been seven years since you frequently talked to this man and you still could not even handle saying hello to him ?

formlessblade

jae tended to beat himself up over word choice as well . he was learning that now . but still , he reluctantly walked closer to him , the concrete solid beneath his shoes . he scanned botan over quickly , not finding anything particularly new appearance wise . he looked the same , yet so different . he was a sight for sore eyes , but jae still remembered dreading this moment .
            he wished he could have been around to watch him change .
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formlessblade

" hey -- clown . tell anyone about last night and i'll have your head . thanks . "

formlessblade

@clownshiit ;
            
            " you're so difficult , you know that ? jeez . . i guess you're right though - "
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clownshiit

@MANIFESTINGS 
            
            “ would not !  you ' re too nice to me to do that ..  besides , like i ' d let you ! ”
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formlessblade

@clownshiit ;
            
            " wh . . what're you talking about ? yes i would -- ah . .  whatever . thank you . "
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M4LEVOLENT

“  what  is  under  your  hat?  “

clownshiit

@-deathnotes 
            
            “ c ' mon , c ' mon !  do it , if  you ' re  so curious ! ”
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M4LEVOLENT

( @M3TAM0RPH )
            
            “  i  don’t  trust  you.  tell  me—  “
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clownshiit

@-deathnotes 
            
            “ eiii,, i guess it depends .  take it off of me , why don ' t you ? ”
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felineclawss

❝ big stinky tall clown man .❞

clownshiit

@MAG1SSA 
            
            the taller man seemed suprised by the reaction for a moment ,  then crossed his arms and turned his head away .  “ hm !  don ' t deal what you can ' t  take .. ! ”
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felineclawss

@M3TAM0RPH !!
            
            
            ❝ .. ❞ the girl began to sniffle , wiping tears away from her eyes . ❝ i / KNOW / !❞
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clownshiit

@MAG1SSA 
            
            “ SHORTIE — SHORTIE ! ”
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