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i think i'm depressed
          I'm not so sad sadsadasds
          I just have no motivation for anything anymore
          I don't care

holy shit I got accepted into the PBE servers, so much free stuff... hella grateful and thank god I finally looked at my email. DJ Sona, you are miiiiiiiine

also hella sorry for the bad chapter in the start of SkyDoesMinecraft, that book bit is just a hot mess... it gets slightly better if you keep reading

it still amazes me that people are still reading Assassin Wolves and actually liking it... kinda proud of myself even if it's a shit book lol

yeah but it's way cooler to throw away the fucking garbage in your life than letting it rule you

(pst. updated YF finally. it's on that Cryaotic thing. snaps finger and points while making a mouth *chz* sound)

Anyways, I won't keep a schedule on my stories anymore, since I don't even follow it half the time. Should I consider straightening up my long, long and confusing story of Assassin Wolves or finally make chapter eight of YF? I'll figure it out. You'll see what happens in the future.
          That's nearing the end of the frightful hiatus I put this account on, but anything I write comes out in my drafts and everything I don't publish. Maybe I should make an idea book and shove random shit in there for people's enjoyment? Well, at least it's something. Again, you'll see what happens.
          Also, as my eyes got wider from the girth of my dumb middle school years, I've realized just how immature and just plain-- you know what I mean-- this website is. I just kinda don't want to be a part of it, but I already built a bunch of plot in the stories I show, so I shall go on.
          Enjoy the rest of whatever this account turns out to be, I guess. It probably-- PROBABLY-- won't be ending anytime soon. (Also I'd be too lethargic to delete it. Which I'm not considering anymore.)

idk bout this site anymore

suPER FUCKIN COOL TO MEET ONE OF YOUR INTERNET FRIENDS IRL, ON FRIDAY, GET TO MEET ONE. FIRST TIME MEETIN SOMEONE PHYSICALLY THAT I HAVE MET OVER THE INTERNET. 
          rad.

And then your friends get mad at you because you don't go out as often, you don't wanna respond to text messages, you just can't hold a conversation, and suddenly you're the problem, you're the downer.
          And you really want to! You really want to, you really wanna go out to the bar, and you really wanna go out and have fun, but... your body just doesn't allow you to. As if something inside you is just forcing you to be down. Like, that's the normal thing to do and everybody else just doesn't get it.
          And it's not that you ignore people because you don't like them, it's just you don't want to go through the same conversation over and over again.
          "Wanna go out?"
          "No, I'm not feeling that well,"
          "Why? What's wrong, what can I do to help?"
          And that's the problem.
          You don't even know what you want! You don't even know what's gonna make you feel better! You just feel trapped!
          And then what doesn't help is the people who try to tell you how to feel. Or what to feel. Or giving you solutions that you know aren't going to work. And they get frustrated because they want to help you, but they can't.
          sky williams