clypsa

living and doing normal day things is getting to hard for me. i just feel annoying to everyone

piercethedave

@ clypsa  dude. are you alive? im sorry you felt/feel like that.
Reply

clypsa

this message may be offensive
i’m such a fucking idiot i trusted one of my friends and told them some personal stuff and i said oh hey blah blah hahahahsgsufhrjr and then as i joke i said blackmail and we were texting. He said he’d use them personal, trauma stuff fucking against me and i don’t know what to do i feel like dying i hate how i gave them a goddamn chance to be friends with me i hate how i trusted them with that

clypsa

Is extreme anger, or just anger in general common in sensory overloads? Like, one moment I’d be fine at work for example, and in a pretty good mood, then suddenly I’ll become so irratiable at everything and at everyone even though nothing bad as happened except for it getting busy. The sound of presence of people suddenly makes me want to scream, i’ll get a bit snappy and even at times I wanna break something, or even go as far as to wanting to hurt myself, or else ill explode. Idk if thats a common, or if its an actual trait of sensory overloads…? Idk it makes me feel silly for sure.