cockslurpee

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Guys.. I have been writing Crash. I planned to make it a short fic. Maybe only 5 chapters with 10k+ words. Already on chapter 3 and planning to post when it’s completed—the thing is—I am fucking drifting away from the plot? Or it gets mixed up. It’s like I know the flow, the big events, but whenever I write ‘em, and add the little details, the actual plot gets fucked. Sigh..
          	
          	Or maybe I’m just insecure about my writing. So it demotivates me a lot. God, have mercy Plus I have this drama going on during my internship so my days are chaotic. First my supervisor cursed at me then touched me. So yea! The fact that I am writing the Employee x Boss trope that kinda aligned with my real life experience is crazy. Felt like I am plotting my own misery. I think I might drop this one and continue writing oneshots. The thing is when it comes to short stories—I will feel dissatisfied! Shit. I don’t know anymore! 
          	
          	(Ranting here cuz… the people in real life are judgemental T-T)

cockslurpee

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Guys.. I have been writing Crash. I planned to make it a short fic. Maybe only 5 chapters with 10k+ words. Already on chapter 3 and planning to post when it’s completed—the thing is—I am fucking drifting away from the plot? Or it gets mixed up. It’s like I know the flow, the big events, but whenever I write ‘em, and add the little details, the actual plot gets fucked. Sigh..
          
          Or maybe I’m just insecure about my writing. So it demotivates me a lot. God, have mercy Plus I have this drama going on during my internship so my days are chaotic. First my supervisor cursed at me then touched me. So yea! The fact that I am writing the Employee x Boss trope that kinda aligned with my real life experience is crazy. Felt like I am plotting my own misery. I think I might drop this one and continue writing oneshots. The thing is when it comes to short stories—I will feel dissatisfied! Shit. I don’t know anymore! 
          
          (Ranting here cuz… the people in real life are judgemental T-T)

cockslurpee

hello my fellow loyal readers  if you don’t mind, share your thoughts on my first completed fanfic, ‘Reciprocate’. don’t be shy, you can tell me how i can improve the writing, the pacing, the plot—whatever! i am open to hear your opinions and critiques!  
          
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          stay tuned for my next dekubaku fanfic, ‘Crash’!
          
          tags: Psychological horror/Dark Romance/Dead dove: Do not eat/Hurt no comfort/ Use of drugs/ Non-consensual sex/Revenge
          
          pairing: Top Midoriya Izuku x Bottom Bakugou Katsuki
          
          side characters: Uraraka Ochako/Todoroki Shoto/Fumikage Tokoyami/Shinsou Hitoshi/Bakugou Mitsuki/Bakugou Masaru/Original Characters
          
          additional tags: Abusive Midoriya Izuku/Hurt Bakugou Katsuki/Age gap/No quirk AU/Boss x Employee relationship/Izuku was married/Izuku had a daughter/Divorced/College student Katsuki

bakudekustannn

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YOUREEE WELCOMEEE AND PLS DONT JUMP OFF A BUILDING SBSHSJAAJ, andddd to answer your question i started my fanfic reading/writing journey on wattpad and NGLLL there are a few crazy and fucked up stories i read, and then when i found ao3 i realized it gets CRAZIER than the shit i read on wattpad , so basically to answer your question there’s lowkey like levels to the amount of gore + craziness i like to read depending on my mood, so i came back to wattpad for some crazy but still kinda soft shit and i go to ao3 for the gut wrenching shit, if that makes sense ¿ plusss ao3 is lowkey 99 percent sex and torture and sometimes i be needing to take a break cause i will deadass sit and read it ALLLL DAY so for my own good i alternate between wattpad crazy and ao3 crazy lmao
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cockslurpee

@bakudekustannn BUT SERIOUSLY THANK YOU FOR SAYING THAT DHAKDJEDMSLJSLDJS I FEEL SO HAPPY RN U DONT KNOW HOW THAT MADE ME FEEL. I FEEL ALIVE GAHSDHEKDSKJ NOT TRYNA BE DRAMATIC BUT I DEADASS WANNA JUMP OFF A BUILDING RN (in a good way)
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cockslurpee

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@bakudekustannn i get that a lot. like my real life friends recommended me to post my fics on ao3. i love the idea. but i found there are pros and cons of writing in ao3 and wattpad. as for wattpad, the pros are the user friendly features. where the system and algorithms are far organized. the cons is most users here enjoy romance or smut/fluff and dont get me started on the underage users discovering their interests in here fortunately, i did labeled ‘mature’ on my novels, i dont know if wattpad filters those from them or they just lied about their age. i am not responsible for that either way as for ao3, i love the filter feature and the variety of fictions there but i also hate that the website itself seems sketchy and old fashioned. to be honest, i enjoy writing. its like an addiction getting some readers to read my books is an extra point for me especially if they are as loyal and as responsive as you (i love you) i like the silence for the gore, fucked up writer in here. its like a safe space BGEHEGEHE but i wanna ask you something tho, why are u in wattpad if you enjoy gorey and twisted stuff im in here strictly for writing not reading but you are somehow reading my ff soooo EXPLAINNNN ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
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