coco-pirate

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Here l am a few years later a 20 year old disappointment my life was what l no where would I thought I'd be half the time l feel like a good and the rest of the time l feel scared I made so many bad descions I'm terrified I'll get sued for owing money or arrested for a traffic ticket my mom told me from the age of 13 she'd kick me out when l was 18 somehow I was still surprised? Somehow l feel like l should have my shit together but somehow l still feel like a lost kid faking being an adult... Time management is a laughable feat my family tells me I'm reckless but they also told me that l would have ended up in jail by now but I'm holding down a job somedays l just get a mental image though of a noose and don't sleep for days but I just say I'm okay even though I'm one paycheck away from a mental break down

coco-pirate

this message may be offensive 
Here l am a few years later a 20 year old disappointment my life was what l no where would I thought I'd be half the time l feel like a good and the rest of the time l feel scared I made so many bad descions I'm terrified I'll get sued for owing money or arrested for a traffic ticket my mom told me from the age of 13 she'd kick me out when l was 18 somehow I was still surprised? Somehow l feel like l should have my shit together but somehow l still feel like a lost kid faking being an adult... Time management is a laughable feat my family tells me I'm reckless but they also told me that l would have ended up in jail by now but I'm holding down a job somedays l just get a mental image though of a noose and don't sleep for days but I just say I'm okay even though I'm one paycheck away from a mental break down

coco-pirate

I could write and write
          trying to be right
          
          But my soul is an old one
          It's saying too late young one
          
          It's the beat of the ticking 
          Its picking at me tickling
          
          Anxiety comes chokes wait it said
          I cry because l want to eat lead
          
          What's the point of making a difference
          I've made an inference
          
          No one notices

The-Scrivener

Thnx Coco for the good-hearted follow. I guess this is because you were amused by our novel The rise of the Cyborgs . If you haven't you then we are stumped to know what we could have done to have deserved your follow. Sorry, we can't follow back, we've hit Wattpads limit for people we can follow !!! 
           RK & Reb