Miss Singer❤️

I don’t say anything about things like this, ever, but my childhood favorite person is dead, my whole childhood, and I feel I have to tell everyone that’s a directioner on here and follows me, that I know we’re all grieving, I know we’re all SO upset about Payno, and I don’t think I’ll ever get over it. None of us who truly loved him will. 
          
          He was such an important part of my life as a kid, and as a teenager as their music and his album helped me get through some really tough times, and I may not have supported what he did to maya, but I supported the man he was. I supported that he was such a fundamental piece of my life. He always will be the reason I’m here. I have never felt more upset about a death of someone (a celebrity, that it) than I am about Liam Payne. We didn’t need to actually know him to grieve like we are. He was apart of a lot of our childhoods. We grew up with them. We didn’t need to know him or them personally. We already do know him. 
          
          He was struggling, really hard. And he left us thinking the world hated him. And some do. I will FOREVER be angry at all of those people who relentlessly bullied and attacked him for the past, while he actively getting help for all of his problems. He was doing so good. Then Maya had to post and now look at what’s happened. The past is the past. 
          
          I will forever be grateful for and so proud of him, no matter what people say about him. 
          
          But he left behind a 7 year old son, a son who will never see his father again. A son who looked up to him. Bear will always be in my prayers and thoughts. 
          
          I will forever miss you, Payno️
          
          I love you, Liam James Payne. Our Payno. Our Leeyum. Our “Daddy Dorectioner”. Our childhood.

Okay, genuinely, the Books “Fourth Wing” and “Iron Flame” (book 1 and book 2) are incredible. It’s spicy, full of humor and angst, and it’s also about Dragons and their riders! You guys should take a look if dragons interest you!

@marvelity is a graphic designer who made a wonderful and beautiful graphic design sign off for me and Miss Monday for our chapters! They’re so beautiful! Thank you so so much! Check out her book "Trespass" to get a glimpse at her work and request if you need a graphic! You won't regret it! <3

39 FREAKING DAYS AHHHHHHH!!!!!

41 DAYS UNTIL I SEE LOUIS *crying; screaming; throwing up* 1 MONTH AND 12 DAYS!! I’m legitimately crying right now because I just watched a video that had the song “Castle on The Hill” by Ed Sheeran over a video of Louis, and it made me realize that I’d be home in 41 days *puppy eyes emoji*

For those of you following Escaping Reality, the newest chapter is out!

For Christmas, my mum and dad got me Volumes 1 and 2 of Heartstopper, the paperbacks, and I AM LOVING THEM. I had already loved the show, and read the  Webtoon version, but I like flipping the pages more than I do scrolling, and I love the colors of them! They're so pretty! My mum said she was gonna get me the other ones as well, including the short novels and things, for my birthday or something and even she wants to read them!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUBEAR! I cannot believe you're 31! You have made my entire life better by being in it and I hope you and whoever you are spending today with have a good day <3 We love you Louis.
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          ~Miss Singer, loyal larrie since 2010 <3

Yall I'm so proud of myself. 
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          ~103, 341 minutes (more than 98% of the US) <3
          ~My #1 genre is Pop
          ~Top Song was "Habit" by Louis Tomlinson, played 270 times
          ~3,140 songs played, but most were repeated several times
          ~Top songs were: "Habit" - LT, "Two of Us" - LT, "Pray" - Jessie Murph, "Fix Me Up" - Sabrina Carpenter; Fin Argus, and "she's all i wanna be" - Tate McRae
          ~1,469 Artists but 1D ruled over all of them
          ~10,295 mins of 1D, and in the top 0.05% of listeners
          ~My top artists: One Direction, Glee Cast, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, and Taylor Swift
          ~My listening personality is "The Adventurer"
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          That's my Spotify Wrapped this year <3

FITF IS OUT AND I'M SO IN LOVE!