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hi !! you’re amazing <33

YOUR STORYS ARE BEAUTIFUL 

Hey there! About to end my Wattpad hiatus so give me your recs as I ease back into it. I hope you're all doing well, let me know xxx

your account is gorgeous !! <33

60K on Philia!!! That's absolutely mental omgkgkfk thank you so much i hope I continue to deserve this kind of acknowledgement, thank u sm for getting me here :') This is the first book that I've written with so much of my heart and soul in it, so it reaching this height is crazy to me. A bit scary too but ty ty ty ♡

Hey guys, be patient with me when it comes to reading/updates. But I am slowly coming back:))) I just had to take a lot of time to myself to figure out how to balance me and this platform. 
          
          Hope ur all doing well x coco

oml, thank you so much for the follow! it really means so much to me. hope you have/ had a good day <3

Tw//eating disorders, mental illness
          
          I usually don't talk about this but I felt inclined to lately and wanted to see if anyone else has experience or wants to talk concerning this subject because I feel really alone with it. It also explains why I'm not on here as much. I chose this platform to say this because it's where I feel most comfortable.
          
          I've struggled with anorexia and bulimia for almost 3 years now, on and off. I keep recovering for a period of time (usually a few months) but I always end up relapsing at some point. The issue is further complicated by my other diagnoses (bipolar/ocd/adhd) as shifts in mood naturally impact your eating habits. I've found myself seesawing back and forth with my ed tendencies lately and it's had a major impact on my motivation, hence why I'm not on here as often and unable to write. 
          
          I don't receive treatment for my ed (I was determined to recover on my own) but I do with my other diagnoses. I'm not comfortable with seeking treatment for it right now, which is why I'm disclosing this because I just think it's important to acknowledge that something's wrong even if you don't feel okay with solving it. Because I know how long and hard I fought to deny what was going on, and how difficult it was to finally come to terms with it. I also want to say this is a safe space and if you ever want to talk, I highly encourage it. 
          
          This is a difficult time of the year for people with eds and I can't imagine what some people are going through.
          
          Thank you for understanding, and most especially not pressuring updates or anything. I appreciate your support. I hope you're all staying safe and healthy ♡

hello lovely! how are you getting on? 
          wishing you all the best <3 

Back pain and anxiety is one of the worst cocktails:))) 0/10 do not recommend,, almost went to the hospital for this shit
          
          Whoever decided to give me a wonky spine and anxiety disorder, ur fucked