GrungeMaybe

Its important you know something. 
          Please just listen to me. 
          One year ago, I was 140lbs. I was about 12 at the time. (I'll be 14 in a month).
          I turned to pro anas to help me lose the weight. They told me the most horrible things to motivate me. and i did the same to them. A few months ago, i finally did it. I reached a little weight goal. I was finally 120. But it wasnt enough. It was never enough. "five more pounds, fatass" Thats what they told me. So i did it. But while this doesn't sound bad let me tell you what i went through. It got so bad getting out of bed would leave me a bruise. I missed my period. For a whole six months. Six. Months. my hair was dry and thin. my skin was even worse. My nails were yellow and brittle. I was constantly dizzy. One day, i decided to exercise after a 7 day fast. After the machine, i stood up, and i passed out. At that point i was 108ish pounds. That's underweight for my height and age. I am not 115lbs. Which is better. Not much better, but better. I could of died. This isnt a game. You're killing yourselves. Everyday your organs and kidneys are shutting down a little more each time. Until eventually, you're nothing. I used to be popular. 
          i wanted to be thin. 
          Now im thin. 
          But i have no friends. 
          So if you want thin, dry hair, dry skin,yellow nails, cracked lips, weak teeth, headaches, painful bruises, and honestly i could go on and on, keep doing this. But would you want your friends to do this? how about a sibling? your mom? favorite teacher? No. You wouldn't. So please, stop before its too late. I lost my friend to this and i cant lose you. Please. You dont have to reply. If you want to talk, message me. If not, than delete this if you would like. Please stay strong. You're better than this. Someone loves you. I love you. 
          Stay Rad ✌

coconut_spice

@GrungeMaybe Yeah. Thanks again, you too ♥ :)
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GrungeMaybe

@coconut_spice omfg. im so glad you're well. ive been there ya know? Stay Strong ily ❤
            And im really happy you're at a perfect weight. You're beautiful lovely. 
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coconut_spice

@GrungeMaybe Thank you so much for your message. This was actually a while ago, and I turned to my parents now to help me eat healthy and lose weight the right way, or really just get healthy. My doctor told me about two weeks ago that I am the perfect weight for my age/height. I'm so sorry about your friend, and I'm glad you're getting better.
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