Hey guys, I know it's been a long long time since you've all heard from me and since I've posted anything here. A lot of things have happened in my life this year and it makes writing a huge struggle so I had to go on a hiatus for my mental wellbeing. I'm still not doing the best but it is what it is. I would go into details here but its all very sensitive to talk about and there are a lot of things I feel quite apprehensive about being public knowledge. I guess what matters is I'm alive, not okay but alive haha, I should be getting help soon so try not to worry. I just thought I'd give you all a bit of an update and slight explanation.