Mysterious mystery

Sorry guys 

I’m thinking about deleting this account due to some circumstances 
          Hope you all understand 
          Goodbye 

I want to commit suicide 

No one notices the pain 

I’m currently fighting with depression. I’ve been trying to use poetry as an escape...

Please....bare with me.  
          I’ve been trying to get my creative self back. ....but depression, Loneliness, and sometimes constant suicidal thoughts are no joke.  
          My head has been aching so bad today and I can’t stop overthinking. 
          On top of that I just feel unloved and uncared for ...as if my existence itself is  an accident ...the feeling of uselessness and disappointment to both family and the world is ...overbearing ...it’s a lot of things I’m dealing with so...please. Bare with me...

I sorry everyone. I’ll be taking a break from the book. 
          I have a lot of mental issues happening in my head as we speak....
          I’m sorry for disappointing you all. 
          Farewell. 

Um ....hello everyone. Their is a new book out called “happy” the first chapter is up.
          Sorry I haven’t been doing anything with the former books. I’ve just been going through times ...
          
          Cya next time 

Hello my horror lovers ! I'am working on so many books all at once. Pardon me for my long dreadful absence..BUT ! Today i'am uploading a chapter of the new book, called "Dark Thoughts".  I have decided to do this book, because it's something that I have been battling with and I will get really personal in certain chapters. Just to give you an outlook and a better vision on how people are suffering mentally.  Um, this book isn't to cause any type of negativity, but rather an eye-opener to give you better understanding. And to also influence you to reach out to someone you may think is depressed. It seems like people are loosing more and more hope everyday.  Just like I was, and as hard as that is to admit, we have to be the one's to remind people who are suffering mentally, that, their is always someone ..and killing yourself is never the answer. Depression is like this demonic monster with a tight grip on you. But we will fight and we will rise from this, and we will also gain in strength and knowledge and be the one's to say "HEY ! I DEFEATED DEPRESSION AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS".  So let's get through this together. :) until then, HAPPY READING !

I'm so sorry I haven't been working on the book...I'm currently in college and trying to pass all this finals ..two more finals and it's just been a lot of stress on me and has taken a toll on me as a whole. But, once I get everything straightened out and settled. Then I shall return BUT ! Until then I'll see all of you soon.