coffee & tv

life update: i can now carry my depression and anxiety on a piggyback ride and show them that life can actually be pretty fun

today i went to the cemetery, and on my mother's tomb, for the firts time in eighteen years i told her, mom, i miss you

How to style a grandpa sweater:
          - put on sweater
          - done.

i can't believe i just wasted my time watching four kids looking for a stupid bug for over an hour and it just ends with naruto farting

maybe i should try writing happy stuff for a change

I'm 23 and nobody likes me :( 

I hate myself and I want to die 

I hope you think of me
          Still as your friend 

THERE'S ONE PROBLEM 
          I GOT BROWNIES 
          FROM YOUR MOTHER
          THEY GAVE ME SYPHILIS
          I GOT NO DICK!
          
          THERE'S ONE PROBLEM
          I GOT BROWNIES 
          FROM YOUR MOTHER
          THEY GAVE ME SYPHILIS 
          
          I GOT NO DICK!
          
          (FUCK YOOOOUUHHAAAAAAH)

If I gave you my heart and soul, would you keep them safe?
          Would you hold me in my sleep?