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i just realized there’s a 24 year age gap between melania and donald trump what the fuck,, i thought my parents 12 year age gap was weird

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“I’m bustin’ it down homosexual style.” “Maybe the real drug was the friends we made along the way.” “You’re just hating on my fucking apples.” -Some friends from an awesome Halloween party I went to last night

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hey i’m alive,, just came to inform you that a 15 year old dude (i’ll be 18 in december) that i met through playing pokémon unite found my insta and we talked like normal people (we both like ghostbusters and pokémon)  for a bit,, and then he started mentioning sex and i got weirded out. yesterday he sent me a photo of his cock without my consent so i reported him and just deleted insta  i don’t know if i should do something else but uh yeah that freaked me out

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I was stressing out ‘cos I didn’t know what I was gonna be for Halloween but today I just said “fuck it we’re being a krusty krab worker” so yea. I’m gettin’ the outfit SpongeBob wears when he’s delivering the krusty krab pizza (for u n’ me) and it includes the uniform and a hat. The back of the shirt had a picture of Mr. Krabs and a pizza slice and it says “the pizza for you and me” and I love it sm
          
          also my friend Atlas whispered something into my other friend Elsa’s ear, and she let out the most agonizing, blood curdling scream in the middle of our wellness committee when Atlas was done talking, and Elsa refused to elaborate. Elsa’s got quite the strong set of vocal cords. She’s a great singer, and now that I’ve heard her scream, I can confirm she’s got quite the strong voice. We all just ended up laughing though so it was alright. Also stayed after school today to see Beetlejuice with some of the other juniors and it was really good, I’ve never seen it before

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Some updates :)
          
          Saw “Carrie” (1976) last night in a theater and it was fucking awesome. I like the original a little more than the 2013 remake. Also, Chris wears a bag with a rainbow strap and Norma has a rainbow pin on her cap- I now headcanon that they’re both bi and have a crush on one another. We had dinner by the theater before we saw the movie, and I overheard two guys say how the were excited to see “Carrie” on the big screen, and they said they’ve never seen the new one, so I went over and told them that I recommend the new one. Also when the waitress came to give us our bill, my dad looked at her and tried to say “you too” and “good night” and just said “unite”.
          
          Made enough money through art commissions to get Pokémon Platinum. I ordered it and it’s coming soon- I’m so excited to play the older, more popular, Sinnoh game!
          
          Did a volleyball summer camp this past week and had no experience coming in. On the last day, one of the coaches said I was definitely the most improved player and that I should play on the school’s girls’ team.
          
          Art commissions are open, if you’re interested check my carrd website linked on my profile. All info’s there.
          
          That’s it, thanks for reading :)

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I’ve been having horrible existential crises lately, as well as these oddly realistic nightmares of someone breaking into the house and killing everyone. I have this horrible image of me waking up and seeing my entire family dead and I just can’t fucking live with that- in my nightmares, I always end up committing suicide after I see my entire family dead, and I just fear that that will become a reality and I just- this my sound childish, but I’m so afraid of my parents dying. They’ve been my main source of comfort and happiness and currently I can’t image life without them. Death didn’t use to scare me at all when I was younger, but now that I’m aware of how fucked up our world is I just feel like I’m at risk of dying everyday-
          
          ON A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT NOTE- I might actually write a Carrie story soon!

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I just had the worst fucking anxiety attack- I was just sitting on my bed, and I suddenly started thinking about school shootings and the fact that I might not come home from school and say goodbye to anyone- I just- holy shit- and then I had this whole thought about my parents dying and I was crying and it was so hard to think and breath and it was awful-