So, an update and also a note for myself: I'm working on the chapter 10 of Serendipity, it's been a year since the last time I wrote chapter 9. Also, this is the first time I get so excited in writing since I'm on meds for more than a year now.
The main excitement is, I finally let myself write for myself, not to meet other person's expectation but myself. It's exhilarating!