Haydut

Take me home
          Take me home, it's the one place I can rest in peace
          Turn off my phone
          So many messages I wish I could just delete
          Questioning my existence 
          Questioning my decisions 
          Burning down all the bridges 
          Dig a moat, now I'm finished
          Sorry, don't want you to visit, no
          No
          One last pic and I'll be gone
          Make it count, put the flash on
          Never really felt like I belonged
          So I'll be on my way and I won't be long
          I'll be dead by dawn

Scrolling through my texts
          Shit I left unread
          Never tryna deal with that
          There's bliss up in my ignorance
          Ten dope dealers
          Ex want me to see her
          Can't trust her, don't believe her
          Reply, turn into a needle, yeah
          Don't wanna do it again
          Got shit I'm not tryna relive
          Head fucked up and I'm sick
          These old habits will kill me quick
          Quicker than I can blink
          Quicker than I could think
          Lift me up, don't want to sink
          Pour me up, I need a drink
          What the fuck do I do
          When sabotage is all I know? Oh
          I done dug myself
          My own grave in this hole, oh, more, woah
          Kill me slow, slow
          Curtains closed low
          Fuck, I don't see what's the point of going on, no

You never running from this town
          This town's the oldest friend of mine

You're up and you'll get down
          You never running from this town
          Kinda think you said
          You'll never get anything better than this
          'Cause you're going round in a circle
          And everyone knows you're trouble
          'Cause you read it in a big book
          And now you're giving me the look look
          But just remember how we shook shook
          And all the things we took took
          This town's the oldest friend of mine

I'll be sitting on the throne now
          As I'm dying
          I'll be thinking about your face now
          When I can't remember all days now
          All days that we've been trying to forget about
          How-

Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself
          Just leave me for somebody else

I can tell that you don't love nobody but yourself 

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Got me talkin' 'bout my clothes girl 
          When I fall, won't you pick me up 
          I'm talkin' 'bout my old girl 
          When I call, she don't pick it up
          My head hurt from the drugs 
          It's somethin' in the bud, man, I need a new plug 
          I feel it in my veins

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