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//when u give up, u know, it’s too hard to do anything, u just cry, wishing it was over, all of it, u want it to be gone, the pain the fear the suffering, but u cant just leave, u have so much unfinished stuff to do, like find out if the guy or girl u like rn likes u and if their your forever, if ur ever gonna be a millionare, if u have kids, grandkids great grandkids..but what’s all that worth..more years of pain, more years filled w tears?? “It’ll get better,” that’s all anyone can say..but it wont, I can almost garentee it wont, and if it does it’ll only be temporary, bc it doesn’t matter anymore, nothing does. What even is the goddamn definition of “okay”? bc nothing’s fucking okay anymore!!//

..and then there are the people that where no matter how many times they hurt you, you forgive them, no matter what, bc you love them too much and losing them is like having your heart ripped out, so you forgive them, only go to through it again and again and again, but when you find your forever, it's worth it, to keep all those crazy feelings in tack, when you find your forever, never let them go, fight for them effortlessly, always, no matter what, bc you might not find another, forever means forever, and when you find them keep them, they become your world, your everything, and that one person is all you want, all you need, so never give up, fight endlessly, they'll come around, they almost always do..bc that's how you know it's true love, bc no matter how much hell you go through, and you stay together? yeah that person's your forever. never let them go.