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i feel like i'm in the wrong world. cause i don't belong in a world where we don't end up together. i don't. there are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. where i was with you, and you were with me. and whatever universe that is, that's the one where my heart lives in. i wanted so badly to go back into that dream i had the other night, i tried so hard to go back to sleep. you know, i never thought love was real... i didn't. now i think life isn't real without it.

if i were a restaurant, you'd be my special, but nobody could order you, 'cause i'd just want you to be mine, just all mine. not in, like, a biblical slavery-owning sense, or a pimp-prostitute dynamic of "you be mine, bitch," but... but just in that... you're my love

and you never knew how much i really liked you

all the people are fake, they're made out of metal. but i like you ... and that's not, it's not fake.

Little rosy cheeks
          Pretty when you sleep all alone
          By the creek
          It erodes till I see you
          Hidden in the dark
          When the dawn hits your face
          I'll dissolve in the rays
          I wanna sip you till the last drop
          If it's our last kiss (last fall)
          Even if we don't speak
          I will remember
          The taste that you left on my tongue
          Bittersweet, like burgundy
          Like burgundy
          Even if we don't speak
          I will remember
          The taste that you left on my tongue
          Bittersweet, like burgundy
          Like burgundy

and i would say i love you but saying it out loud is hard, so i won't say it at all