comfyrainbow

hello yes, i wanna delete all the cringey comments i made on books-

comfyrainbow

duuudee, i forgot i didn't delete this!!
          
          HI WATTPAD!! IT ME!!
          
          i haven't been on here in legit years, but i can say with utmost certainty that i wanna try and come back, ill have notifs on and everything
          
          a lot about me and my life has changed, some stuff that i wont say publicly 
          
          old frands who still wanna talk, please dm me!! i miss a lot of you!! close people can certainly know what happened to me in the past forever that i havent been on here
          
          i hope all of you are staying safe and healthy with the backstreet boys reunion tour and the blm stuff going on!!

comfyrainbow

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woah
          wattpad still exists
          damn
          
          uh
          hey people
          it me :D
          
          so uh
          
          I haven't been on in
          months
          or a year
          I think
          
          and that's cuz school
          and I've been on a different app
          Amino, more specifically
          the Hamilton Amino, to be extra specific
          the Hamilton Amino App, to be very specific
          
          I've made good buddies there
          I kinda have a girlfriend now
          
          shit's happened
          
          if we had a role-play, I'm like
          really sorry
          for just 
          yeeting 
          with no explanation
          
          I'm basically only on Hamino nowadays, so we can
          yeetle 
          skeetle 
          meetle 
          on there
          make more roleplays
          
          idrk
          
          so uh
          
          I may not be here again but I'm gonna try to
          
          so 
          
          hey Wattpad
          
          I'm back

Lorie248

@MasiaNeedsSleep  Oh my god, Hi! I can't believe I've only just seen this ;-; 
            I really missed you aaa- Do you maybe have Discord so we can still chat?
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comfyrainbow

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sorry I haven't been on, people who care. just.. home life sucks. I'm not gonna get into too much detail, but:
          
          my home isn't a happy one. I'm not abused (physically at least), but everything is just so negative. my parents argue all the time, my sister is moving out, my brother is purposely messing with me. I'm the only one who tries to stay positive, and I try to spread whatever positivity and happiness i get to my family.
          
          I can't keep being happy for four other people. 
          
          my health is getting worse, mental and physical, and it's not gonna get better. these terrible thoughts are eating away at my brain every second and I don't know how long I can keep trying.
          
          if I'm not on/I don't reply to anyone, I'm either on Hamino, asleep, or some other worse third reason. 
          
          thanks for sticking around with me and dealing with my shit. you probably won't have to for long.

Lorie248

@MasiaNeedsSleep  Just remember that I'm here if you need to talk. I care about you. This is just a bad spot, but you'll soon be able to get out of it. It gets better, I promise.
            Stay alive today, and stay alive when tomorrow is today too, and when next week is today also.
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Duejx728

@MasiaNeedsSleep// You are not alone, that's what's happening to me to.. good luck
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