// took some time thinking earlier ..
And I realized I always take for granted what I have in the moment , but afterwards , I realize what I had and how much I wish I could get it back .. but sadly if I did get it back , it wouldnt be healthy for either of us ...
I miss my ex , we had to break up because our relationship wasn't the same from when it first started out and it wasnt healthy , most of it was my fault . I drifted away because of a stupid reason , but I'm not going to name anyone because that's stupid .
so , to my ex , you know who you are , I am truly sorry you had to ever date someone as shitty as me . And im sorry I took for granted what we had , I miss it , but I know you're happy now and that makes me happy . So just smile and I'll do the same , no matter how much it hurts and I know we dont talk much , but I hope we can become closer friends ..