contritum1

Hey there 

Hey, I just want to make sure you are ok because I haven't heard from you in a while and want to make sure you are ok. Dm me ok?

HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY
          COME HERE AND LET ME HUG YOU
          YOU ARE SPECIAL YOU NEED LOVES AND HELP

I'm sorry to everyone that I made feel bad or worse. I'm sorry to everyone who might have been offended by something I said or did. I'm sorry to everyone I've bothered and who has wasted their time on me. I'm sorry to everyone I failed. I'm sorry to everyone I wasent or couldn't be there for. I'm sorry to everyone who I've disappointed. I'm sorry to everyone who's bothered by my existence. I'm sorry to everyone who's life I made worse because there are  four people at least that I know of and who have told me that I made their life worse so I just want to say I'm sorry and you wont have to worry me making it any worse for you anymore.

Don't wanna call you in the nighttime
          Don't wanna give you all my pieces
          Don't wanna hand you all my trouble
          Don't wanna give you all my demons
          You'll have to watch me struggle
          From several rooms away

There are some people that make smile whenever I open wattpad and make me want to keep coming back, but there are also others just make me burst out into tears and throw my laptop across the room. But then again, sometimes the people that make me smile and happy can make a tear slip

Have you ever just looked at yourself in the mirror and are just like damn, this is me?

I'm going to leave wattpad for awhile. I'll be here for 2 people (you should know who you are) but besides that I'm done

People need to be a lot more mindful of the things they say because that shit can hurt and it hurts bad

As many of you guys know September is suicide prevention month. I know most of the people who are going to read this have already heard this many times before but I am going to say it as many times as I need to: Dont do it. Dont consider it. And most importantly dont joke about it. I promise you almost nothing is close to the feeling you get when you hear people talking about how they are so depressed and want to kill themselves for some stupid petty reason, when you have cuts on your arms and thighs that you're covering with braclets and long sleeves. No one should joke about being suicidal or depressed or call wolf on it because while you're faking it someone who actually needs help is being pushed to the side. Dont let some sick asswipe have that much control over your life and your body to make you harm it and even worse end it. "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" If anyone needs helps or just wants to talk just message me and i'll talk you out of cutting or killing yourself all day or week if I have to. So stay alive frens
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCce7QWbcTw "Missing You" All Time Low
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFG5CSMwHxI "Friend Please" 21 Piolets 
          These songs have helped me multiple times and are some of the main reasons i'm here today so if you need them give them a listen
          "Stay happy not crappy, Life's a bitch dont quit"