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@gayginger *hug*

August 7, at 1.15 a.m.
          
          Hazel's last breath....
          Rest in peace little Hazel, I love you so much...
          I will always remember you...
          Even though i just give you a name like few hours ago, that doesn't mean i won't remember you...
          You'll always be my little child...
          And I'll always be your big papa, even though I'm not the best papa for you...
          I can still remember the way you sleep on my arms when you're sick...
          I can still remember that brown spot on your forehead, which shape like a hazelnut...
          And i can still remember those blue eyes of you...
          And now all that will turn into a memory, a memory that I will keep deep in my heart...
          Even though you're just a kitten, I still gonna miss you... because you meant a lot to me...
          Thank you my kitty, I will miss you so much...
          
          Hazel (July 14 – August 7)
          I love you Hazel✨❤️❤️✨

A note for "Myself"✨
          
          Tonight, I helplessly chased you. You're out of reach and I miss you.
          Everything comes at will and leaves without a greeting.
          We feel that something we cannot see with eyes.
          It might be a childish thought, it might just be an illusion.
          We must overcome again with the warmth of the season.
          I just wake up from a dream. One of those sad stars filled again.
          You know, I do whatever I want, whatever I want.
          When you get used to a meaningless day.
          Pour a light in the sky.
          One in a million. Believe, you're special.
          I want to put it in your eyes, filled with you.
          Yesterday's me, today's me, tomorrow's me, all of me, without exception.
          I'm the one I should love in this world.
          At the end of my despair, I found you, don’t forget. You’re my last reason.
          
          (Time For the Moon Night~Gfriend)
          (Eight~IU)
          (The Wave~Apink)
          (Like a Fool~Twice)
          (Remember That~BTOB)
          (One of These Nights~Red Velvet)
          (Nobody Like You~ITZY)
          (You Are~GOT7)
          (I~Taeyeon)
          (One in a Million~Twice)
          (Secret Story of the Swan~IZ*ONE)
          (Answer: Love Myself~BTS)
          (Epiphany~Jin BTS)
          (Magic Shop~BTS)

If butterflys get nervous do they feel humans in their stomach