@TheOfficialSipsTea thanks.. Its been tough but yea. My friend wants to kill herself because her mams abusive, she has nowhere else to stay and her boyfriend lives across the country and isn't talking to her anymore, im really trying to be supportive and telling her that its not the solution but it just feels like shes giving up now and it's honestly scaring me :/ yea ik, hes actually talking to me again now, he said he was really depressed because of something that happened, he didn't say details, and hes gonna act like nothing happened and that nothings changed so im really happy were talking again and still friends, thats something good lol, and i wouldnt say im beautiful but that means a lot thank you <3 and yea my mam does care, i think she was just really stressed when i told her, shes better about it now and agreed to take me to the doctors to officially get diagnosed with depression and get advice which is great, but yea im definitely gonna talk to her about it more.
And thanks, i really appreciate it :)