cooper_l0s3r

PEOPLE STILL USE WATTPAD???

SaLayes

@cooper_l0s3r apparently
• Reply

cooper_l0s3r

Life has to be fake bro, there’s no way ppl hate you for jst how you look, like you can’t help if your parents were ugly ¯_(ツ)_/¯

cooper_l0s3r

@birb_boi rip bro
• Reply

birb_boi

this message may be offensive 
@cooper_l0s3r  yeah. also some weirdo ass is tryna do sum on my coversation board an my grown ass is scared bruh
• Reply

cooper_l0s3r

@birb_boi I mean, depends ig ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
• Reply

cooper_l0s3r

TW!!
          Heavy jealousy, bullying, money talk
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          I don’t mean to sound like an absolute dickwad of a person but every time I see another trans person living their life happily transitioned/transitioning a small part of me hates them for being able to do it, like I want them to love themselves and be themselves freely and happily but my worst side of me will always be thinking “why not me”, “why can’t I do what they’re doing” and “i wish they were in my position”. A lot of it has to do with money, I don’t have the money to buy a binder, and I can’t even order one if I wanted to because I don’t have a bank account, I’d have to get my father to order it for me, don’t get me wrong if I asked him to and gave him the money he 100% would but I don’t want to explain this whole thing for him, we also don’t have the money to afford a proper haircut for me anymore. Another thing is my Christian side of the family, they wouldn’t hate me but I don’t think they’d ever call me by what I want, they would endlessly call me she/her and use my deadname, but my main worry would be school. Canadian school is hell to get through without being Transgender and I don’t have any friends to talk about this with really, non of them would understand the situation im in because they’ve all been able to transition freely, and all of the transgender people I know are like, weird acquaintances I’d never talk to about personal stuff like this. I’m also very afraid of bully’s, I was bullied pretty bad before I came out for just being ugly, if it was as bad as it was before without being trans how much worse would it be now??

y0ur3fav0r1t3gayGuY

@cooper_l0s3r ofc :D
            I tend to have some of the same issues (financials) and I try my best to make others with the same problems better!!
• Reply

cooper_l0s3r

@y0ur3fav0r1t3gayGuY Ty<3
• Reply

y0ur3fav0r1t3gayGuY

@cooper_l0s3r I understand how you feel.
            if you ever need to talk about anything, you can DM me :)
• Reply