Lowkey feel like my wattpad account is dying lol, like 2024, my books were reaching out to people and people really wanted to read them, the interactions kept flowing! I was so happy to keep writing, my comments were my motivation, but now? It feels like everything has gone cold now. The thing is, everyone grew up. Everyone moved on. I had a friend who'd I go on and on and on about my fanfics and crazy plots, and now she's busy. I'm busy. Everyone is.
I guess, what I'm trying to say, is Wattpad became a way I could keep a part of me still. These fanfics are meant for me to enter the world of my favourites, experience love, heartbreak, joy and excitement that I cannot or yet so have not been able to in reality. They are meant for me to ready back, drift into my character and be who I always wished to be. Love who I always craved to love.
The interactions, appreciation and love I receive for my books, my spontaneous decisions for rewrites then rewriting the rewrites, crazy plot twists and goofy manner of talking, the way people have chatted with me, these all were the factors that kept me going.
Now seeing this loooooong message (I'm surprised you even got till here) you must be thinking, "Yup, this woman is about to quit her wattpad journey."
WRONG. I wrote all of this because I was bored and self reflecting. Also, I'd hope to remind a few of my readers that I'm still alive and appreciate anytime you wanna come back and talk to me about ANYTHING, how was your day, how is your life going, maybe you saw something funny in school today, or your political opinions Respectfully!
So, yeah. And also, Crown of Thorns update soon!