Cloudy Musings

saturn saturn if youre seeing this rn this profile is UNDER CONSTRUCTION NOW

damn. its been so long. wassup yall my weird kid arc is over and i have now integrated myself a little in society. watch me run this shi up like an old woman on her dell lmao

GUYS IM ACTUALLY MAKING A STORY THIS TIME THAT A FRIEND SUGGESTED I DO N STUFF. ITS ABT A BOY WHO IS A MEDIUM AND HAPPENS TO COME ACROSS A RLLY VENGEFUL SPIRIT WHO DECIDES TO USE HIM FOR REVENGE. IM PLANNING TO MAKE IT A SUPER SLOW BURN STORY AND IT'S MY FIRST SERIOUS STORY EVER SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I MAKE SOME WORLD BUILDING MISTAKES OR ANY BAD DESCRIPTION SCENES WITH ROUGH TRANSITIONS !! OKK IM STILL IN THE PROLOGUE WHERE IM INTRODUCING HIM AND HIS FAMILY BUT YEAH JUST SAYING IM MORE THAN HALFWAY DONE SOOO

BRO IM LEGIT SO TIRED BUT ON CAFFEINE N SUPER HUNGRY PLUS IM IN A NEGATIVE MOOD AND SO IM JUST RUSHING ALL MY OVERDUES IN PANIC AND IM FEELING SO DISORIENTED RN CUZ IM ALSO PACKING FOR A TRIP NEXT WEEK N THERES THIS RANDOM NUMBER WHO KEEPS CALLING ME AND TEXTED ME SOMETHING ABOUT HOW HE DELIVERED THE STOCKS FROM THE HARVESTING AND IM OANICKING EVEN MORE BC HE KEEPS TRYNA CALL ME AND LIKE MY NECK HURTS EVEN WHEN IM SITTING STRAIGHT AND MY EYES R BURNING AND I STILL NEED TO COOK MY LUNCH AND GET THE LAUNDRY AKJDHASDKMASSSSSSSSSSSZJsBAKJDSAIDSLKDLAKSJDOSKDMLAKSDMJDKNDJFMSKJDN DFKNVKNLhhgSDSFGSDFDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Ayo bro does anyone know how to deal with hackers? It's not me but my cousin got her roblox account hacked and when she told them to give it back they told her they know her address and identity. And they actually did because they stated the town she lives in and named all the other cousins she usually plays with. My little sister says she was also in the list. And I'm just kind of worried because a rando now knows where a bunch of 4th graders live. 

i tried sum red-ish black nail polish yesterday n 2day i was waiting for a taxi when som old woman stares at my hands in disdain/horror like, 1 meter away from me. And she wasnt even tryna hide it guys we were infront of a mall n she so so slowly walked past me whilst glaring at my hands LMFAO WHATS WIT U OLD PPL BEING WEIRD

bro i went to a bday party 2day for lunch n i sat a straight 6 hours on the same couch spot cuz i didnt know anyone there. I also was in the same "awkwardly fumbling phone" position so nobody would start calling me. Now my neck hurts and my joints hurt yall dont know the rebirth i experienced after standing up

Rlly sorry to people (if there were) who thought i was gonna start my shitty quality haikus bc i said i would start making a book abt it and i will actlly just maybe in a few years when i hopefully havent forgotten it or maybe whenever i feel like i am upset at the happenings that are occuring and decide to vent my whole thoughts on a 3 limited line poem. I am not proofreading what i said i will just say what came to mind and if it is embarassing take evidence that i say this in the moment and i dont proofread this ok

When i take off one earbud when im with you, it either means i caught u saying something interesting and proceed to remove both earbuds
          
          Or 
          
          I just saw nobody was listening to you and you looked kinda pitiful and sad I'll just take one out and try to converse wit u a little

Wassup people. Now i am abit older and have a decent knowledge on how much poems vary and what i can and cant do in a poem i am now making a comeback and better version of my cringe vent and not-poem writing (wherein it didnt have a single element of a poem i just looked at wattpad edgy teen poems n thought i should follow format too)
          
          this time since my mind doesnt make me do much effort on things that i am not passionate about and dont affect my grades or affect my life balance, i will be doing crappy haikus bc thats the only thing my brain can afford to do.
          
          
          So people who like reading a stranger's crappy poems, look out if ur interested