Nightcookie

It’s strange how you can be surrounded by people and still feel completely alone. I laugh at the right times, talk about meaningless things, and no one ever notices that my mind is miles away,  somewhere dark, somewhere quiet, somewhere I can finally stop pretending. I used to have dreams, plans, hope. Now I just want to make it through another day without breaking down. It’s not even sadness anymore. It’s just emptiness wearing a tired smile.

I’m fading quietly, hoping no one notices.

Broken

Does anyone remember me?

Why, why is my body rejecting me? First gallestones now, hypothyroidism??? The fuck is wrong with my body?

Am I loved?

I feel dead
          My heart hurts like it’s turning into a void
          I’m trying my best really
          The pain
          My health issues 
          My mental state 
          Ugh…

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!! 

Daily reminder that I adore you <3

I may have written a one shot for my wp, never done is before and idk if I will ever write another one :))