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Is Wattpad slowly reverting back to the old ways? Social feed is back. Bring back statuses at the top of the page and BRING BACK OUR MESSAGES. 

hey, my name is zayda. i don’t know you but i’m looking for some people and you’re one of the most active accounts i’ve found, so i thought i’d give it a shot to ask you. i was close to some people on here (@SH0WMERCY and @-kiIler … hopefully got those usernames correct) and i left long before wattpad ended private messaging so i never got a chance to establish a separate way of communicating. it’s a long shot, but do you happen to know either of them? or someone who talks to them?

Okay I’m tired of being a big girl. I wanna be princess again  

I miss the old Wattpad real bad. 

Mother’s Day is such a bittersweet day for me. Not knowing if my body will ever allow me to have the one thing I’ve always wanted. 

May is borderline personality disorder awareness month. I’ve lived many years feeling like I’m too much, too emotional, too sensitive, too possessive. Too confrontational when triggered. And to that I say fuck you and find less. I refuse to deem myself down. 

Thank you for your sweet words 

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I’m down? Save me from myself don’t let me drown. 

I can feel the switch from depressed to manic coming on and I’m just wondering what new identity change is going to come along with it. The last one was an eyebrow piercing. Shall I finally do my nips or my lip? 

Before you flirt with me just know I’m gonna pick staying home with my cat, kindle and music over a night club. I barely drink alcohol and I’d rather order delivery. Okay goodbye.