@cosmicanger
i can’t really lie, sometimes, i love being in a state of deep melancholy
of course, it’s a rather sweet melancholy, and i am well aware that it’s a paradox in it’s own but i like living this way, i suppose
I LOVE BIRDWATCHING
t.s. eliot basically writing fanfic abt ezra pound and himself is hilarious
he was really producing ezra pound x t.s. eliot yaoi back in the 30s and 40s. incredible guy
three years is a long time
ray manzarek we still talk abt you
i have a great hatred for edmund spenser and his craft
this is how my infatuation w t.s. eliot and ezra pound started btw... im having war flashbacks from the first year of college
not because he sucks ass or anything but bc im bound to study his craft and i just cannot understand him at all and its pissing me off SO BAD
my drama professor called me an absurdist LMAO
[6/4, 11:27 AM] nazar: probably bc i ghosted him for too long
[6/4, 11:28 AM] shayla : Did we accidentally date
i need to make a list of everything that made me wanna write this spring
to me, spring feels like hope, renewal, rebirth, rejuvenation, and resurrection. what a beautiful season. too bad it ends so soon and goes away without a proper goodbye each year
watched the matrix (1999) again for my sci-fi class and GOD HOW I MISSED THIS MOVIE