rey🍃

BRO

she tagged the official account who smiled

my first emotion is jealousy or irritation or anger why can’t it just be funny to me. why can’t I just be ✨thoughtless✨

life is never really that serious 

and suddenly I don’t feel bad or jealous  anymore because you ruined me for literally anyone else 

im actually kinda good at ignoring my feelings let’s see if I can keep it up

self preservation ruins lives

I want to claw my fucking eyes out

I act the same and appear the same, but internally I’m so, so at peace. is this what happiness feels like? 

literally haunts me in my sleep too jfc