I feel so dead and out of it. I feel like I don’t have friends that are there for me. I have online friends that mean a lot to me, but no one can be right there. And I hate complaining to other people because I’m scared of them confronting me or being too annoying. I want a hug. I want someone to hug me and care about me. I might sound selfish, but that’s really all I want.
Dude halloween was wacky. I used to always be so excited like “BQJAHAHDJJFKWK HALLOWEENS IN 15 DAYS” and now I’m just like, l”Oh, it’s Halloween.” “Oh, it’s over.” Like, am I old? It just feels different.