I feel the need to say this somewhere, so I'm putting where it's highly unlikely it won't be read by anyone. But just in case, hi! I hope you're doing better than I am.
Shits gone sideways, my dad has become even more emotionally abusive, he recently told me that I'll never be a real man because I "like taking it up the arse"
I've gone back to self harming daily, barely sleeping, chain smoking and drinking as much gin as I can without getting sick.
I'm so close to ending it all and the only thing about that thought that worries me, is nobody will take care of my cat.
That's all