counting-the-days

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Yeah i just tried to post a really big vent except it exceeded the limit apparently so it’s gone. Basically i wanna die, i hate myself, i’m scared of everything, i need a hug. 
          	Fuck
          	Also that i’m gonna hurt myself so whoop whop yay

booksby_Kai

@counting-the-days I give you all the virtual hugs <3
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IshipPercabethsm

@counting-the-days Please don't hurt yourself. There are better ways to deal with emotions
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counting-the-days

@IshipPercabethsm  
          	  It’s done i think lmao
          	  I washed it with soap
          	  That was pain
          	  Felt nice
          	  I now have to cover it up with rainbow thigh highs i got at goodwill bc i have nothing else and i have to wear shorts for gym
          	  So yay
          	  Im fine
          	  Always finee
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counting-the-days

this message may be offensive
Yeah i just tried to post a really big vent except it exceeded the limit apparently so it’s gone. Basically i wanna die, i hate myself, i’m scared of everything, i need a hug. 
          Fuck
          Also that i’m gonna hurt myself so whoop whop yay

booksby_Kai

@counting-the-days I give you all the virtual hugs <3
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IshipPercabethsm

@counting-the-days Please don't hurt yourself. There are better ways to deal with emotions
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counting-the-days

@IshipPercabethsm  
            It’s done i think lmao
            I washed it with soap
            That was pain
            Felt nice
            I now have to cover it up with rainbow thigh highs i got at goodwill bc i have nothing else and i have to wear shorts for gym
            So yay
            Im fine
            Always finee
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counting-the-days

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When you can’t listen to cigarettes after sex without thinking of him
          
          
          
          UGHHAJAHDHDHEH
          
          I HATE THIS
          
          THEYRE SO GOOD AND I CANT EVEN LISTEN TO THEM WITHOUT THINKING OF HIM
          
          SAME WITH IN MY ROOM BY ICP AND THE HIGH BY BRYCE SAVAGE
          
          ANSJSJSHSH
          
          WHY DID HE DO THAT
          
          AGH FUCK YOU MAN

counting-the-days

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@Obsessed-Dc-Fan I KNOWWWWHWHHSHSHHHDHRGRHHDHHFHDH FUCKING M E N
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Obsessed-Dc-Fan

@counting-the-days NO THOSE SONGS R TOO PEAK TO BE RUINEDDDD EIDSHWJBSBSHSHSBS :C
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counting-the-days

I have therapy today
          Im debating on just telling her everything 
          I know she’ll probably send me away or something. 
          Maybe tell my mom
          Probably the second one
          That’s why I haven’t said anything. 
          She’ll tell my mom. 
          Ugh
          I want to tell her
          Idk..

counting-the-days

@mentally_unstable666 nope
            Too late
            I did not
            I will not
            I did tell her about the fight with my dad tho
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counting-the-days

I hope people know that when they start talking to me and i just say no, turning up my music, it’s not to be mean. It’s because i’m overstimulated. And I can go from happily talking to everything is too much’ in seconds. My sisters seem to understand that when they say my name and i just say no, it means don’t talk to or touch me. They immediately look away and tell someone else. I love that, i just wish i didn’t have to vocalize that I can’t take it right now. I have many signs that i’m overstimulated, they just only pick up on it when i say no. My mom calls me a jerk when i say it. She doesn’t understand that i’m not being mean (on purpose at least) i’m just trying to be alone. 

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Obsessed-Dc-Fan

@counting-the-days DIS ART LOOK GOOD!! BAKUGOO
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YourLocalSpirit

@counting-the-days *nods slowly, while silently tapping out ... --- ...*
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