country-girl123

I pretend your normal
          	I pretend your sane
          	I pretend you love me
          	I pretend you care about me
          	But all I ever do is disappoint you
          	All I do is stare at you blankly
          	As you stare right through me
          	I wondered why I even came here
          	I wonder if you noticed me
          	Do you even recognize me
          	Do you even care about me anymore?
          	Love is something you can't give to me
          	Love is something your can't have from me
          	Acting like a child gets you nowhere
          	Spreading rumors like a child
          	Stabbing people in the back
          	The pain is like 1000 knives in your spine
          	Do you love me any more?
          	Are you proud of me?
          	Are you ashamed of me?
          	Give me answers
          	Give me what I need
          	Your love 
          	Your support
          	Your my mom....
          	You drive me to insanity
          	They say you'll be the death of me someday
          	But I won't let that happen
          	You don't control me
          	You don't even control your self 
          	Stay away
          	Please leave me be
          	Please let me live my life
          	Please let me find love
          	Please let me be happy
          	Just walk away like you always do
          	Just pretend I'm not yours 
          	Just pretend I don't exist.
          	Just pretend you have no children
          	Pretending is all your good at.
          	<3 Country-Girl123

country-girl123

I pretend your normal
          I pretend your sane
          I pretend you love me
          I pretend you care about me
          But all I ever do is disappoint you
          All I do is stare at you blankly
          As you stare right through me
          I wondered why I even came here
          I wonder if you noticed me
          Do you even recognize me
          Do you even care about me anymore?
          Love is something you can't give to me
          Love is something your can't have from me
          Acting like a child gets you nowhere
          Spreading rumors like a child
          Stabbing people in the back
          The pain is like 1000 knives in your spine
          Do you love me any more?
          Are you proud of me?
          Are you ashamed of me?
          Give me answers
          Give me what I need
          Your love 
          Your support
          Your my mom....
          You drive me to insanity
          They say you'll be the death of me someday
          But I won't let that happen
          You don't control me
          You don't even control your self 
          Stay away
          Please leave me be
          Please let me live my life
          Please let me find love
          Please let me be happy
          Just walk away like you always do
          Just pretend I'm not yours 
          Just pretend I don't exist.
          Just pretend you have no children
          Pretending is all your good at.
          <3 Country-Girl123

country-girl123

Roses are red
          Violets are blue
          Sugar is sweet
          And I love you
          
          Your smile is amazing
          Your beauty so true
          Your eyes shine like stars
          They will see our love through
          
          You're a gift from the angels
          They made you in heaven 
          The girl I dreamed about
          Since I was eleven
          
          You came into my life
          And you turned it upside down
          You're an absolute princess
          Worthy of more than a crown
          
          I promise you everything
          Everything I have to give
          I promise to love you
          As long as I live
          <3 Country-Girl123

country-girl123

Where the water meets the sand,
          Where the children play.
          They frolic in the crisp sea air,
          They are free.
          Little and naive; old and wise,
          Everyone is free.
          The castles and tunnels in the gritty sand.
          Parents and children smile and laugh,
          Every life worry is gone.
          Love of families and couples fills the surrounding air,
          No cries, no sadness everyone is overjoyed.
          Happy and free are the only feelings
          Children run; it’s impossible for them to stop now
          The little cry that they make as they hit the icy cold water.
          They freeze but only for a moment
          They feel they have no choice; they dive in.
          The water hits them like one hundred needles
          They soon are captured by the sea
          It releases them for just one moment
          All that is heard is laughter.
          Every pain, every struggle has left their thoughts.
          Wave after wave is dodged with such ease
          Water splashes into their mouths
          Salt spoils the taste in their mouth
          They make faces until the taste disappears.
          They prepare for the next wave to hit.
          The sun slowly starts to fall
          It slowly disappears over the water
          The warm sea air cools.
          The cool breeze comes off the sea.
          It hits them and sends chills down their bodies.
          It’s time for everyone to leave.
          The beach goes trickle off in small groups.
          The youngest of the children asleep.
          Their dads carry them to the car.
          They dream about the next day to come.
          All the families pile into their cars to leave.
          They all head to their hotel rooms.
          Everyday is a gift, cherish every moment you have.