"if this can no longer resonate, no longer make my heart vibrate, then like this may be how i die my first death"
i can't get this out of my head. black swan's lyrics really get through me. i have always feared losing my passion because without it, i honestly don't know where to go.
i have loved writing and reading books ever since, but came in depression, i have lost my interest in doing those and i felt lost but i don't have enough strength to pull myself through. i've become better and now gained another and again, i fear of losing it as i have lost so many before. it really scares me to dive in only to realize there's empty water.