milena

It's not a misunderstanding.

charlie.

♡:
          
          I don't know what more you want me to say,
          
          and I don't appreciate, you barging in here in the middle of the night.
          
          oh I'm sorry.
          
          I can't turn my feelings off as easily as you.
          
          do you honestly think this is easy for me.
          
          what else I'm I supposed to think.
          
          you won't talk to me.
          
          all I know is I'm the one here willing to fight for us.
          
          because it costs you nothing!
          
          I've been losing my mind this week, because the man I love has vanished from my life without an explanation. 
          
          I flew across an ocean.
          
          I stormed a fucking castle, 
          
          to look you in the eye and tell you that I love you.
          
          knowing that you wouldn't say it back.
          
          so now henry.
          
          in fact this is costing me everything and if this is over.
          
          I at least deserve to know why.
          
          but for christ's sake alex!
          
          for once I wish you could see me for who I am,
          
          and not who you want me to be.
          
          sometimes I don't think you know me at all.
          
          I'm not like you.
          
          I can't afford to be reckless.
          
          I wasn't raised by a loving,
          
          supportive family like you were.
          
          I have centuries of history bearing down on my shoulders. 
          
          my life is the crown,
          
          and yours is politics.
          
          and I will not trade one prison for another.
          
          I can love you.
          
          and want you,
          
          and still not want that life I'm allowed, right?

do you love her?

anybody home?

hello?

miss me?

♡:
          
          so is it true? 
          
          you're getting married?
          
          so who is it?
          
          is it angie zahgo or some other piece of trash, you screw so you can pretend I don't matter to you?
          
          hey! what the fuck, gallagher?
          
          oh, he speaks!
          
          so that's it, we're over.
          
          you dad beats the shit out of us, and you're just gonna get married, no conversion?
          
          nothing?
          
          get the fuck off me.
          
          oh, you want to fag bash? 
          
          that make you feel like a man?
          
          come on.
          
          go ahead!
          
          do it!
          
          fuck.
          
          you love me, and you're gay.
          
          just admit it, just this once.
          
          fucking admit it.
          
          you feel better now?
          
          you feel like a man?
          
          I feel better now.

you love mickey?

can't live with him, can't live without him.