I feel like someone on here needs to read this.
Let me give you a back story. I had a crush on this guy about two years ago. I met him at the fair and we hit it off instantly. (Let's call him paul)
Paul and I wrote letters back and forth for several years and I thought he was perfect. Big mistake.
One of the adult leaders at my youth group said to write a list of things I wanted in a husband.
I was so desperate to keep Paul that I changed things about myself. I changed my standards and things I wanted. I wrote that I wanted a guy brown hair and brown eyes. There were other things but I don't remember them.
I started praying that God would make it clear if he was the right guy for me. God removed him from my life not long after. I was so angry with God, because I felt he was being unfair, and I was angry with God that he showed me Paul's true side.
As time went on I stayed angry with God, bit my hate for paul grew. But i couldnt change the standards I written down for myself. I passed up guy after guy, because they didn't fit into that standard that was written.
Six months ago, I saw how God had really saved me from him. Paul gas had at least eight girlfriends in the last six months.
About six months ago, God brought into my life an amazing man, who supports me and I know he would die for me.
So when you feel like God has stripped something from you, maybe think that God has made it a blessing in Disguise and you need to give it time to grow because it will be a bigger blessing than what you had before and it will be beautiful.
I pray the best for you and the trial and trouble your facing right now, but please, take it from someone who really was angry at God, and hold fast to your faith, because God is giving you something amazing, and he gives the hardest battles to the strongest soldiers. ♡