cowchic2007

Made the mistake of telling my guy best friend/ crush that I didn't look good today...
          	
          	Was forced to enure 20 minutes of him telling me I'm gorgeous...

cowchic2007

I feel like someone on here needs to read this. 
          
          Let me give you a back story. I had a crush on this guy about two years ago. I met him at the fair and we hit it off instantly. (Let's call him paul) 
          
          Paul and I wrote letters back and forth for several years and I thought he was perfect. Big mistake. 
          
          One of the adult leaders at my youth group said to write a list of things I wanted in a husband. 
          
          I was so desperate to keep Paul that I changed things about myself. I changed my standards and things I wanted. I wrote that I wanted a guy brown hair and brown eyes. There were other things but I don't remember them. 
          
          I started praying that God would make it clear if he was the right guy for me. God removed him from my life not long after. I was so angry with God, because I felt he was being unfair, and I was angry with God that he showed me Paul's true side. 
          
          As time went on I stayed angry with God, bit my hate for paul grew. But i couldnt change the standards I written down for myself. I passed up guy after guy, because they didn't fit into that standard that was written. 
          
          Six months ago, I saw how God had really saved me from him. Paul gas had at least eight girlfriends in the last six months. 
          
          About six months ago, God brought into my life an amazing man, who supports me and I know he would die for me. 
          
          So when you feel like God has stripped something from you, maybe think that God has made it a blessing in Disguise and you need to give it time to grow because it will be a bigger blessing than what you had before and it will be beautiful. 
          
          I pray the best for you and the trial and trouble your facing right now, but please, take it from someone who really was angry at God, and hold fast to your faith, because God is giving you something amazing, and he gives the hardest battles to the strongest soldiers. ♡
          

cowchic2007

@hamiltrash2008 bro no offense against anyone named Paul 
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hamiltrash2008

@cowchic2007 bbbbrrrrruuuh I know someone named Paul xxddd
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cowchic2007

I am taking on the biggest project I have done to date! 
          
          The past few days I have been working on a WEDDING DRESS. It has taken all of my energy, between sewing and filming yt videos. 
          
          I'm not gonna be here much until it's done, but if you would like to see my progress, check out my yt channel 
          
          It's Anne Hedrick and in my channel description is my wattpad username
          
          Love yall♡!

cowchic2007

hey guys! just posted a new chapter of tell me a story that i feel could be a tear jerker if you're in the right mood.

cowchic2007

@hamiltrash2008 
            okay im free all day so call me whenever but if i dont asnwer my phones dead, on mute, or im otp with wade
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hamiltrash2008

@cowchic2007 I'm not sure. I'll have to see. I've been cleaning and organizing today so if I find a free moment to chill then I'll call :)
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cowchic2007

@hamiltrash2008 love you too! r u free a little  later????
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cowchic2007

hey guys! im sorry to announce that i wont be on wattpad much because my phone has stopped working (im currently writing this on my tablet) idk when im getting a new one but i will try to continue posting bits and pieces of my stories. bye!

cowchic2007

Hey guys! Sorry i havent been real active and not responding to your posts and such, but I have been in a whirlwind of madness and have been using all my spare time to get some rest.
          I dont know that Im fully re-cooperated from all the drama Ive delt with, but I am hoping to get back into writing soon and back into reaading all of your books. 
          Thanks for your time! Love yall!

cowchic2007

It doesn't matter how many followers you have.
          
          Jesus had twelve. Hitler had 4 million.